Gets ko na ang fandoms at ang pagka-warfreak nila.
You know in all my life, I couldn’t remember being a hardcore fan of any love team. When I was young, there was Romnick-Sheryl (hukhukhukhuk). And yes, inabot ko rin ang Taylor Swift-esque years ni Sharon. But I didn’t root for either Gabby, Richard or Robin.
During my preteen years, Donna Cruz was the It-Girl of GMA-7 and I was an avid fan of Villa Quintana, hahaha! Yet I couldn’t care less about Donna Cruz and Keempee De Leon—haller, Donna is too pretty for Keempee! But then it got worse because Donna Cruz’s ka-loveteam became Ian De Leon! Mom would often scoff because napakaganda raw ni Donna Cruz para kay Ian De Leon! (Obviously, hindi Noranian si Motherhood).
So for the life of me, I couldn’t understand the JaDine, KathNiel, LizQuen or AlDub fans screaming their lungs out or getting angry at any third party who comes between their idolets.
Until now, that is.
See, I’m fangirling over two people. Hindi sila artista, and sorry I can’t say who—baka maudlot! They’re two people whom I am very fond of, and I believe bagay na bagay sila. Ayiiiii!!! They’re giving me my weekly dose of kilig because they’re taking it slowly. Abangers lang ako lagi sa unfolding love (I hope!) story nila, and I analyze and savor each development. As in every development would make me smile even if I was having a hard day, ‘lam n’yo ‘yun? Until I realized, Putik, ganito pala ang feeling ng mga fans ng loveteams. Ramdam kong magwa-warla mode din ako if anyone comes between them, hahahaha!
Anyway, the kilig that my favorite love team provides me transcends to my husband. Because I feel giddy and happy and have that silly grin on my face, I’m extra amorous to him (amorous talaga! Hahaha!) I’m not a touchy person, plus the rigours of work make me always retreat to my “woman cave”. But all those happy hormones remind me of how great it is to be young and in love, so I couldn’t keep my hands off Randy. Which I think makes him happy.
Come to think of it—he’s been extra wonderful to me the past days.
Like yesterday when he went to Lucena, he went out of his way to buy me shrimp because I’ve been craving for crustaceans the past days. Pinakyaw n’ya na ‘yung shrimp sa Dalahican. I greatly appreciate that gesture of his. 🙂
Then remember the potted roses he gave me last week? ‘Di baaa?!? That meant he was listening to me and minding what I wanted.
And these days, he often tells me ang ganda ko raw. Ang sexy ko raw. Desirable pa rin daw ako. Hukhukhukhukhuk! Like when he was looking at the photos he took of me during our Valentine’s staycation, he kept on gushing how beautiful I was.
Of course I had to pretend his praises didn’t matter, but deep inside it really bolstered my self-confidence! It also made me feel loved. It has been a while since he verbally expressed how beautiful he found me, unlike on our early days when he can’t help but express how in awe he was of my dazzling beauty many times a day…char! Imbento ko lang ‘yung “dazzling beauty”, actually. Wala lang, bet ko lng ‘yung term. 😀
By the way, do you know how I knew the he sincerely finds me beautiful? Na hindi n’ya bola-bola lang ‘yun dahil lang may kasalanan siyang nagawa? This is how I know for certain. Say, “Ed….”
MAY INSTAGRAM NA SIYA!!! And look at his posts! I didn’t expect it because I thought that he would be posting photos of his dogs and showcase his bird photography foremost. Or Raviv. But nooooo!!! Ako talaga!!!
Look at the first ever photo he posted:
‘Di ba ‘di ba ‘di baaaa?!?
Kunsabagay, hindi mo rin naman siya masisisi. Kung “dazzling beauty” naman talaga ang asawa mo, ‘di ba?